I had an amazing week at church camp last week. God did some incredible things and is working on me in many areas. Then last Sunday Pastor Roy spoke. He gave us a great word. One thing he said was the greater the tension the greater the release. And tension is increasing, let me tell you! But I know that God is not surprised, and He already has everything planned out for me. I have no idea what the next six months look like for me, but I am thankful that God knows. I truly believe He is shutting this door for me. I am thankful for the time that it was open, but I know that it is shutting for a reason. He has something far greater for me! And I have so much joy and peace knowing that. But until that door opens, I need Him to heal my heart of the hurt and bitterness. I choose to love for the next three months. It is His love that will change people. And I am just the person He wants to use for the next three months. It won’t be easy, but it will be worth it.